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Living a life that has had many twists and turns. I am in love with God, my family, and my friends. I enjoy creation, art, writing, and spending quality time with those I love. I'm a deep thinker , a INFJ personality. Come sit with me a moment.
Thursday, July 25, 2013
I'm sitting here in the low light of my living room. Laptop on a pillow, snuggled in the corner of the couch that I end up in every night! The frustration is high tonight... there has been talk of money, rental property, and refinancing! It makes me weary! I know that nothing material will be coming with me to heaven. I know that it is important for us to use integrity with what has been given to us from God! It's gets so complicated! Life! Money! Responsibilities! It is my desire to make the best decisions I possibly can make with prayer and wise counsel. Yet, I struggle not to be annoyed by the whole thing. My heart beats fast in my chest from the stress of it all! I've asked God all day today for discernment and wisdom. So, why can't I trust that the next steps I have to make are the right steps? I second guess, I worry, I stumble...I stumble because I want to have Faith that steadies my joy and thankfulness! Instead, I crumble with inconsistencies and doubt. I question, instead of having trust! I get tired of my lack of growth. Tired of being greedy for more, rather than thankful for some. We have always had exactly what we needed. Contentment is lost too easily and the reprimand will be firm. Your inconsistency is within you, Shannon Ann...you must be humbled and grow. -Shannon Ann
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