Lately, all I have been wanting to do is write. I find myself in this predicament when so much is happening in my life I can't seem to pin anything down! Some days I think I'm moving to slow and other days to fast. Sometimes I feel lazy and other times not taking in the precious tidbits of life. It's been my quandary for years now! BALANCE! This is only a portion of my thought process tonight. Tonight, I am having an overwhelming since of grief from this world! My stomach is actually aching as I think about living in this world! Raising my children here and witnessing all that is broken.
" I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits,
and in his Word I put my hope." Ps 130:5
My Mom has this scripture at the end of all her emails. And I read it each time I get a message from her, which is frequently. But tonight I specifically, SAW it! Read it and it bounced around on the inner workings of my soul! Christmas really brings me to the waiting part of this scripture! I wait at HIS arrive, my whole being waits! It overwhelms me some days that this world is not my home. It so often doesn't make any since to me and I fill so bad at living in it! But, my hope comes from HIS word! Which is living and breathing in me! Tonight it brings tears to my eyes, especially as I think about my children. Their personal walks with Christ! If you read this, I am wishing you HOPE as you WAIT! - Shannon
Living a life that has had many twists and turns. I am in love with God, my family, and my friends. I enjoy creation, art, writing, and spending quality time with those I love. I'm a deep thinker , a INFJ personality. Come sit with me a moment.
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